hey people of the world!
i know i know i havent written in a while and the only reason i can give is that i havent been depressed. plain and simple. the words only flow and make sense when theres something troubling me.
so lets start at the beginning!!
(a little background first since theres probably a very different crowd reading this that im used to.)
her name is susan. i was completely in love with her for about a year and still think of what it would be like if i was with her today. she once told me that she was in love with me and everything, but its no use. ive moved on, i think. the other person really involved is my best friend jay. although he is a really cool friend, only he has recently taken interest in susan. although he kinda asked me first its still not cool.
ok now . im talking to him, and he wants me to give him advice on what he should do to try to get her to go out with him!! WTF?? totally not cool. at first im like cool but i used my awesome ability to spin any situation so it dosnt seem so bad. so the way i see it, if she falls in love with him because of what im telling him to say, shes really in love with me. :)
that so much better, but i still want to find a girl who loves me tho and i thought it would be her. the past couple of days ive been thinking of ways to get her with me, but after tonight i really dont know what to do:( somebody help me??
-max
